Tuesday, November 8, 2016

Entry Number One

SAHM

Just disappear
Fade away
You're not human
Not today

A mindless robot
A servant
A maid
Nothing you do matters anyway

Keep scrubbing
Keep washing
Keep cooking
Keep folding

Pick up the trash
Put the shoes away
Grab the fucking socks he tossed to the floor
No fun, no rest until you've completed your chores

"Remember you chose this"
Your condescending tone
No help no sympathy
No time of my own

No rest without guilt
Is this the life you built
Everything should be perfect
If it's not you're lazy
Always bringing me down
Making me feel worthless
No wonder I'm going crazy


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Without You


Just fade away
You're not human today
You're super-girl
Saving the world

They can't live without you
They can't save themselves
They cry for your power
Without you, they'd drown

So go ahead and cry
Kiss a normal life goodbye
Your life is not yours
(help me)
You only exist for them
(help me)
The lies brought you here
It's loneliness you fear

It's not your life
The weight is all yours
Your arms should be breaking
From all the stress they're taking

Because you're super-girl
Saving the world
All on your own
Always alone 

So go ahead and cry
Kiss a normal life goodbye
Your life is not yours
(help me)
You only exist for them
(help me)
The lies brought you here
It's loneliness you fear

You're too busy saving them
You don't notice
The darkness closing in